November 16th, 2009 at 3:15pm, I had living proof.
I was reading a blog this morning; one that I keep up with and enjoy reading because it's full of encouragement and insight on parenting, relationships, marriage, etc. This morning, that blog hit home.
For those of you that know me, know I say often, Logan showed me so many things that I desparately needed to know. Really, it's been my Creator who shows me through that little boy, all the time.
The night following Logans birth, I remember staying awake all night just holding him as his tiny body lay on my chest. I would close my eyes and listen to him breathing; those tiny breaths. I loved that child. Just as he was.
That night, God spoke to my heart. He said to me, " My child, I love you this much." That indescribable, unconditional love I had for Logan; my Father had for me. And even more. He showed me that through the birth of my son, I don't have to DO anything, I don't need to BE anything or anyone I'm not. He loves me. Just as I am, He loves me.
Logan doesn't have to DO anything, or BE anything other than who he is. I just love him. I always will, no matter what.
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