One thing I take rest in, as a mother, is that Jesus Christ, the Son of God, King of Kings, Father of Fathers, will comfort Logan even if I'm unable to do so.
Since January 15th, I've had to "let go" in a way and fully trust that Logan's taken care of. All the little things that only a mother even thinks about I knew probably weren't being done exactly the way I did them before the wreck happened. But I have had to let go & trust in the Lord, during this season of my life that has forced me to rest, physically.
Almost an entire month went by without hearing his belly laughs, feeling his little hand in mine, & seeing his smile. Those were the longest weeks of my life, but I did come to a point of TRUSTING completely that he was still belly laughing, holding hands when crossing the street, & smiling just like before.
It was an area in my parenting I needed to be taught, & to learn.
It was tough & I wrestled with it for weeks, but came to a point of letting it go & TRUSTing.
I've realized, even if I'm not there, even if I took my last breath today, Logan would be comforted & he would be taken care of.
My Father, HE holds us & our family if we just let Him. If we just stop trying to do it ALL on our own & lean on His Everlasting arms, we can take comfort & rest in that peaceful confidence.
Just like I comfort my son, nurture him & love him unconditionally, selflessly, our heavenly Father does the same.
& much much more.
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